Chapter 189 I’m not angry
Initially, Jiang Ning was planning to have something to eat with Chen Yuan and Xiao Lan before going home, but after the quarrel, she was obviously not in the mood to do so.

She's not stupid. She can see that there's a conflict between the two of them, and it must be something that needs to be resolved urgently. It's just asking for trouble for her to be caught in the middle.

We are all adults. If you don't have this basic emotional intelligence, you'd better not live.

So, they helped to move the things into the trunk. Xiaolan said that she was very busy at night and therefore could not help them. She asked them to be careful on their way back.

Chen Yuan politely agreed as a matter of course.

……

"Click——"

I don’t know if it was a psychological effect or if I was really tired, but the door that closed with a slam seemed particularly heavy.

Chen Yuan was feeling very thirsty, so he took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and drank it. Some of the water even flowed down his chin into his collar.

"Drinking ice water is bad for your stomach, why don't you drink something at room temperature..."

Before Jiang Ning took off her shoes or threw away her bag, she quickly went to the cabinet and got a bottle of mineral water and handed it to Chen Yuan.

"No, I'm full."

Chen Yuan didn't even answer it. He put the water in his hand back into the refrigerator, then lay down on the sofa with a sullen face, his head in a mess.

Jiang Ning stood there awkwardly. She lowered her head, remained silent for a moment, and went to change her shoes.

The obvious indifference was like an arrow that pierced her heart from head to toe.

This was the first time the two had quarreled.

As expected, it was not Jiang Yao, who had a slightly spoiled personality, who set this precedent. Instead, among the two sisters, it was the gentle Jiang Ning who first experienced what the cold Chen Yuan was like.

He just sat on the sofa, spread his legs, and turned his head to look at the pot of flowers on the balcony.

Not a word.

There was a kind of low pressure all over my body that made me not want to talk.

After changing her shoes, Jiang Ning looked at Chen Yuan pitifully. She tried to speak but was forced back by the tense atmosphere in the living room.

……

There is only a wall between them.

Jiang Yao had no idea that for the first time, she and her sister, who were tied to the same rope, were facing a crisis that was not easy to resolve.

When her sister left, she complained a lot but still tried hard to remember the arrangements.

Lay out the books.

The somewhat messy entrance was also cleaned up.

Now that she has returned to Lanjing, Jiang Yao has to start broadcasting as soon as possible, otherwise her fans will almost forget about her after a while.

Jiang Yao opened a few packages and went to the second bedroom, her own live broadcast room.

She modified the background wall, moved the shelf that was originally used to display things to the left, and stacked up the cute dolls that she had just disassembled and placed them behind it.

Jiang Yao has recently become very fond of the popular "Jiyi Kawa" comics, and specially bought a few Usagi babies to decorate her room.

After all, she is still a little girl who likes these cute things. When she sees these little gadgets during live broadcasts, her mood will inexplicably improve.

While tidying up the background wall, she carefully took down her favorite photo frame and placed it on the computer desk. When she was done, she picked up the photo frame and prepared to put it back.

The photo in the frame shows her standing next to the Sanya stone wall, hugging Chen Yuan's arm tightly, and the two of them smiled brightly at the camera. At that time, this photo was taken by a passerby. After she developed it and put it in the frame, the more she looked at it, the more she thought it was a great photo.

At this moment, Jiang Yao had an extremely sweet smile on her cheeks, and she was secretly happy.

This is the memory of myself and the young master. It is the only one of its kind and my sister doesn’t have it.

She smiled foolishly a few times, her cheeks inexplicably flushed. Since there was no one around, she simply gave Chen Yuan in the photo frame a few kisses.

When love is strong, Jiang Yao's eyes flash with longing for the future, and her heart is beating fast.

……

Hesitated for a long time.

Jiang Ning still planned to communicate properly. All problems had to be solved through communication, and she didn’t think Chen Yuan was really angry now.

Maybe she really did something wrong... She thought so and it might be better if she communicated in advance.

Over the years, Jiang Ning has always made her own decisions. Because she has worked hard for so many years and is not a naive girl anymore, she is used to having her own opinions and rarely thinks of discussing things with others.

There is a saying that goes, "Don't tell others what you haven't accomplished." If you want to do something, it's best to keep it to yourself and complete it quietly. The things that are announced to everyone with loud gongs and drums are rarely accomplished.

She usually discusses things with Jiang Yao and confides her inner thoughts, but who else would she think of talking to?

Moreover, back to the original question. Given Chen Yuan's age, is it really necessary for her to talk so much about realistic plans for Chen Yuan, who is enjoying a carefree life?

"Cough-cough-"

Jiang Ning's cough attracted Chen Yuan's attention.

He glanced at it, then turned away again.

Jiang Ning mustered up some courage and tried to soften her tone.

"Are you hungry? How about I make something to eat together?"

"no appetite."

"..."

After listening to this, Jiang Ning pursed her lips and sat next to Chen Yuan, deliberately moving closer.

"Okay, don't be angry," she said.

"No."

When one of a couple says "I'm not angry", they are definitely angry, but they are just being stubborn.

Jiang Ning naturally understood this.

She could see how stinky Chen Yuan's face was.

"Okay, I apologize to you. I will definitely discuss similar matters with you in the future. I will not make decisions on my own again. I promise."

Jiang Ning grabbed Chen Yuan's hand, moved his body, and forced him to look at her.

Such a pair of sparkling eyes, full of sincerity and pity, blinking, with such a soft tone.

Chen Yuan frowned.

"You don't have to apologize. I didn't ask you to apologize."

"This is not a question of whether you want it or not, but you should apologize if you do something wrong. If you admit your mistakes and correct them, I am still a good child, right?"

"Humph."

Chen Yuan squeezed out two sounds from his throat, and his complexion seemed to be better.

"Let's communicate well now and solve the problem, okay?" Jiang Ning said again.

"No, I just feel that you don't understand why I'm really angry. This is not just a matter of negotiation, and it has nothing to do with an apology."

"Then tell me, what are you angry about?"

"I'm angry because I feel like our relationship is very different from a normal relationship. I don't know why it's so weird."

"It's not strange," Jiang Ning said in confusion, "Isn't everything good?"

"Not very good, maybe that's just what you think."

suddenly.

After Chen Yuan said this, Jiang Ning felt a chill in her heart and her expression didn't look so good anymore.

In fact, Chen Yuan had a feeling since before the summer vacation.

He seemed unable to get involved in Jiang Ning's life, as if they lived in two completely different worlds.

Because of the age gap and cognitive deviation, he could not understand why Jiang Ning made the decision she did. He also did not understand why Ningning, who had been persecuted by Jiang Ruxue since childhood, seemed to be too cautious in many things.

It seems like life is very tiring.

And Chen Yuan was almost the only warm harbor that could comfort her heart when she was going through so many tests. She was very happy and joyful to be with him.

You don't have to think so much.

However, after leaving this relationship, there are too many things in life to care about.

This is the adult world.

She wants to find the purpose of life, her own value, seek the ideal kingdom of God that philosophers care about, and build a solid spiritual wall so that she can deal with the trivialities of life and the pain brought by her family.

Because Jiang Ning had no one to rely on, at least that was the case before.

But she is always Jiang Yao's support.

This is her responsibility as a sister.

She doesn't even have a father, who can she tell when she wants to cry?

(End of this chapter)